Saturday, February 20, 2010

series of unimportant things

well, the title itself is self-explanatory then..
shall i start now?
(AMARAN:post ini mungkin bosan,xde motif dan pengajaran)


1.Hello Summer, Goodbye Winter  =(
hmm.. winter dah xde dah..sob3~ tak tau bila summer ni start, tau2 dah panas.. from 25 °C dah jadi 31-33°C.. dan yang membuatkan summer jadi lagi x seronok sbb kadang2 siang2 hari blackout..panas!!! dulu seronok je, bangun pagi kalau terlupa tutup tingkap, sure menggigil.. sekarang x tutup pun dah xde beza..
~If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back~

tapi, percaya x india ada strawberi? betul, x tipu punya.. n masa tgh menaip post ni pun tgh makan strawberi.. murah kot.. tadi beli Rs35 (RM2.60).. tapi paling murah pernah jumpa Rs27.. nadia cakap ni musim strawberi..tapi xtau la sampai bila..anggur pun berlambak.. tembikai pun banyak je kat tepi jalan..almaklumlah,summer sudah menjengah..


musim bertukar, topik pelajaran pun bertukar.. bulan depan dah nak masuk chapter Head & Neck..oh,terlupa pulak..a few days ago,studi pasal uterus..so, we have the chance to see the real specimen since almost all cadavers are male(except one).. dont know how to describe.. cant seems to pick up the right words.. hmm,what i can say is the uterus just so small yet boleh ada baby yg 2kg++.. it's about 7.5cmx5cmx2.5cm (tp aku rasa mcm lagi kecik je..) boleh bayangkan x macam mana uterus tu distended? Subhanallah~ 


2.Kerinduan..
~When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer. ~
lama kot dah x call rumah..20 days++ agaknya.. semuanya gara2 call card yang mengada, different time zone plus malas nak charge phone n bila nak charge letrik xde...(semuanya alasan belaka..) missing my mom, my dad, my family, my home.. huaaa~ mahu balik malaysia!!! tapi rindu tu tanda sayang kan? so, xpe la kot~ sebab saya SAYANG mereka...
~All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.~
3. Tak mahu jadi gedik dah, mahu jadi budak baik =)
baru men'download' cerita Pisau Cukur..apa? cerita gedik? 
memang pun~ huh,x habis lagi tengok ni.. tertekan dengan orang.gedik.cari.suami.jutawan.dan.tak.kesah.rampas.suami.orang..
wujud ke orang macam ni???

  • oh jimmy choooo!!! (org redah je bersin: achuuumm!! alhamdulillah~)
  • oh my COUCH, my head is paining..(orang moden ckp: Oh My God!)
  • oh my PRADA.. (slalunya macam ni: oh my goodness!)
  • my GUCCI, are you serious?

to be true~ x kesah sangat dengan orang gedik atau menjadi gedik.. for me,nak gedik depan kawan2 tu xpe kot..(girls only,k!) tapi depan orang@public kenalah behave..bukan nak jadi hipokrit ke apa, cuma ingatlah yang kita bukan setakat bawak label diri tapi label agama,bangsa dan keluarga.. it's not that u exist by ur own n can do whatever u want.. tidak~ manusia kan memang kaki melabel..so, just behave urself,k?
~Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.~ 
4.I h.a.t.e mukabuku
that's what i wrote in my facebook few moments ago.. 
tapi  bila difikir balik, rasa bersalah pulak.. 
kenapa? ramai je orang tulis camtu kan?
bukan itu masalahnya.. 
just terfikir, am i really hate facebook? or i hate myself? 
i think i hate myself..
bukannya hate in sense of i want to be other person..tidak! 
i just hate the negative thought that i've developed.. 
~Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.~
adakah patut benci facebook just because it shows the picture of those who studied in oversea..(UK,US,NZ,Aussie..n the list goes on) 
tak patut kan?
patut ke benci facebook sebab ada gambar orang bercintan-cintun x ingat dunia (faham2lah gambar spesies apa kan?)
tak patut kan?
adakah patut benci facebook sebab dah x rasa facebook seronok..
tak patut kan?




If Allah Answers Your Prayer, He is increasing your FAITH.
If He Delays, He is increasing you PATIENCE.
 If He Doesn't Answer, He has Something BETTER for U. 
p/s: having confusion about reincarnation+evolution theory vs Islamic point of view.. ada siapa boleh tolong? 






Sunday, February 14, 2010

today was a fairytale

"..Today was a fairytale,
You were the prince,
I used to be a damsel in distress.."


that's what Taylor Swift said..

my life is not a fairytale..
yours too..
though it's not a fairytale,who said that there is no HAPPILY EVER AFTER in real life?
there is happily ever after..
eternal happiness..eternal success..
where everyone will get everything that they want..
yes, i mean ANYTHING and EVERYTHING..
just asked for it..
and at that moment, nobody will be super duper rich or drop head gorgeous/handsome..
neither too young nor too old..
everything will be just the way it was supposed to be..

but then,
everything has its own price to pay for..
same goes to those eternal happiness that i'm talking about..
eternal happiness=hari akhirat..
it depends on how much u invest for the future..
for hereafter life..
have u worked hard enough to pay to the price?
i think i haven't done it yet..

actually, i'm just wandering what people think when we said "HAPPILY EVER AFTER"..
is it when u've found your so-called prince charming?
or is it when u're crown to be a princess when u're not one?
is it when u've everything that u ever wanted in your life?
or in simple word: PERFECT LIFE


is it true when u've meet your soulmate, your life is completed?
how do you know your 'mr.right' was the right person?
what if, it is just your illusion that syaitan make it for u?
where u see everything was in perfect order when actually it is not..
where actually that u've gone wrong so far..
where u've lost from the straight path that u're longing for..
will you go for an option that will shattered your heart into pieces just to correct things that u've done..
will you sacrifice your 'true love'?
will you?

"Giving up doesn't always means that you are weak. Sometimes, it means that you are strong enough to let it go."

do whatever u think were right for you..
follow your heart but at the same time don't forget to think that "everything has price to pay"..
and if u think what u do right now will give u eternal happiness in Hari Akhirat later, then do it without any hesitation..
but if u doubt whether it is right or wrong, maybe you should just stop until u find the right answer..
Love is indeed a wonderful emotion, accorded to humanity by God, but it is important to distinguish whether that love is real or not, and to consider who it is directed to, and what sentiments it is founded on. Such investigation should make apparent the difference between a sentimentalism that leads to perverse love, and real love, as revealed to us by God in the Qu'ran. 
~HARUN YAHYA, Romanticism: A Weapon of Satan~

what i really wanted to say is:
kita hidup kerana cinta..
that's the fact..
kerana cinta Allah, 
kita dapat segala nikmat yang kita ada sekarang..
kerana cinta ibu bapa,
kita lahir ke dunia..
diberi segala kasih sayang oeh ibu bapa kita..
kerana cinta seorang ibu, 
rela mempertaruhkan nyawa demi seorang anak yang diharap suatu masa nanti menjadi pembela..
kerana cinta seorang ayah,
rela kepayahan untuk menyara hidup keluarga..
kerana cinta sesama saudara,
kita tidak hidup keseorangan..
we have somebody called friends..
namun, kerana satu cinta..
manusia sanggup meninggalkan cinta2 yang lain yang hadir terdahulu dalam hidupnya..
kerana satu cinta itu juga manusia bisa berubah..


Kerana Cinta
Album : Kerana Cinta
Munsyid : In-Team, Mestica
http://liriknasyid.com

cinta itu cahaya sanubari
kurniaan Tuhan fitrah insani
dan di mana terciptalah cinta
di situ rindu bermula

cinta itu tak pernah meminta
tetapi memberi sepenuh rela
rasa bahagia biarpun sengsara
berkorban segala-gala

semua kerana cinta 
yang pahit manis di rasa
menghibur nestapa
merawat dukadamai di jiwa

terpadam api benci permusuhan
terjalinlah kasih sayang 
begitulah cinta yang diidamkan 
tanpa nafsu yang mencemarkan

dan jangan pula kerana bercinta 
kita pun leka entah ke mana
dan jangan pula kerana bercinta 
tergadai semua maruah agama


cinta yang sejati 
hanya cintakan Ilahi


cinta ayah bonda tulus suci selamanya
cintakan saudara masa berada hanya sementara
cinta sesama insan suburkan dengan ketakwaan..


p/s: post kali ni agak berbaur cinta..=p 
      tapi xde kaitan dengan Valentine's Day.. not a single word..
       jatuh cinta with this "when the moon fall in love.."


~who will fits this glass slipper?~

Friday, February 12, 2010

ini bukan CACATan harian..

Hari ini hari Jumaat.
Esok hari Sabtu.
Lusa hari Ahad.
Cuaca pada hari ini cerah.


hehe~ teringat masa darjah 1, setiap kali kelas BM kena tulis catatan harian macm ni..
(lebih kurang la..=p)
and during that time i was confused between CATATan and CACATan..
n everytime b4 tulis, mesti kena pikir banyak kali.
n lepas kena ajar pasal kata dasar which is CATAT and CACAT, baru senang sikit nak beza..
(terlupa sapa yang ajar..mak kot~)
tapi banyak kali je salah tulis, CACATAN HARIAN..
ngee~MySpace


boleh kalau cakap xde sebab pun nak tulis?
xde idea n topik pun..
yang pasti, semalam dah habis 2nd Internal Exam..
(theory,practicals n viva voce..viva tu lebih kurang cam oral test la..)
Alhamdulillah~


Bukan mudah untuk berubah.. 
dari tanpa arah ke sejadah, 
dari tepi jalanan ke sujud menghadap Tuhan


this is hlovate punya latest piece in print version..
tapi x kuar lagi la..
boleh beli masa  PESTA BUKU ANTARABANGSA KUALA LUMPUR 2010..
which is on 19 - 28 March 2010 kat  Gerai JS di D55-D57, Dewan Tun Razak 3, PWTC.
(haha~ jadi promoter plak..)


huaaaa~MySpace
sedih x boleh nak pg bookfair this year..
x boleh nak borong buku banyak2..
x boleh nak bawak balik 'stack of book' yang telah di'aim' selama ni..
x boleh nak mintak autograph penulis..
x boleh nak membazir duit beli buku..
X BOLEH NAK GRAB JAJA&DIN plus VERSUS..
sob3~
~Faisal Tehrani punya autograf~ notice my name there? *wink2*~

p/s1:post ni ditulis dengan Google Chrome setelah patah hati dengan Mozilla Firefox yang bengap selepas update latest version.. oh yeah, Chrome ni cik nonawa yang suggest..=p

p/s2:hari ni ada auto ada strike..so, xleh nak kuar g mana2..yang dekat2 tu boleh la jalan kaki..orang kata sebab ada somebody bunuh somebody..xtau la betul ke x..