finer things taken for granted

...i must have been missing all the finer things in my life...

tiba-tiba rasa macam otak beku nak menulis..

padahal banyak kot benda nak cerita..

takpe la..

tulis seadanya je..

hmm...keluar pergi Modern Complex sebab ada hal..

(x modern langsung..=p)

pastu tengah duduk, tiba-tiba azan maghrib berkumandang..

terasa sayu lah sebab dah lama tak dengar azan yang clear..

lepas azan sambung balik kerja..

n then toleh kat orang sebelah, dia tengah angkat tangan n meraup ke muka..

(dia tengah baca doa n aminkan doa tu)

suddenly neurons kat dalam otak kena stimulate..

sebab apa???

sebab aku terlupa yang wujud doa selepas azan..

dan dalam keliru+kalut, aku pun angkat tangan dan berdoa jugak..

tak tahu la tindakan masa tu sebab aku memang nak baca doa,

atau sebab nak tunjuk kat orang tu yang aku pun aware pasal agama..

entahlah~

but after that, i realized that so many things i've taken for granted..

sangat2 banyak kot..

kalau nak buat list mungkin berpuluh-puluh meter..

contohnya, doa lepas azan..

just because dah lama x dengar azan,

or dengar azan tapi x brapa clear so x kesah.. 

aku terlupa yang ada sesuatu yang dipanggil DOA SELEPAS AZAN

hmm..

hari ni Maulidur Rasul..

tapi India lusa la..

Sabtu-Maulidur Rasul..

Isnin-Holi Festival..

i really miss the celebration in Malaysia..

sangat~

smile..=D

"this whole competition..it feels like a dream..and i dont want it to stop." 

~connie talbot-BGT~

Smile though your heart is aching 
Smile even though it's breaking 
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by 
If you smile through your fear and sorrow 
Smile and maybe tomorrow 
You'll see the sun come shining through for you 

Light up your face with gladness 
Hide every trace of sadness 
Although a tear may be ever so near 

That's the time you must keep on trying 
Smile, what's the use of crying? 
You'll find that life is still worthwhile 
If you just smile 

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

- Unknown

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i'm taking this opportunity to wish my friends HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

birthday yang ke berapa?

oh, itu rahsia..=D

tapi masih muda lagi.. don't worry~

there are 2 person that born on this date:

25 February 

• Azierah Jumat 

~Azie yang pakai tudung hitam kat sebelah tudung pink tu~

she's my schoolmate, roomate and also classmate during high school years..

so, i've known her for almost 8 years..

but i think 8 years tu x cukup lagi untuk aku  kenal dia inside out..

• Anati A Bakar

kenal Anati sebab dia rapat dengan Atik n Anis..

satu lecture untuk Physics n Mathematics masa zaman A Level..

jiran depan rumah masa KI..

geng untuk bwat kecoh zaman KI..

              ~anati n anis tgh pose kat tepi pantai~


this person plak lahir sehari lewat..
26 Februari...

• Nur Elina Abdul Jalil

she's my bestie masa zaman A Level..

Eli budak baik, jadi aku pun jadi budak baik.. uhuk2~

sekarang dah jauh dipisahkan sempadan negara..

to Eli: 

nanti Dila nak g melepak kat Terengganu, jangan halau pulak ye.. 

ermm..ada siapa nak ikut pg Terengganu ke?

~eli with wani (my roomate time A Level)~

Live Simply.
Love Generously.
Care Deeply.
Speak Kindly. 

Leave the Rest to Allah
Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keep You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Allah keeps You Going! 


Happy Birthday to You!!!

series of unimportant things

well, the title itself is self-explanatory then..
shall i start now?
(AMARAN:post ini mungkin bosan,xde motif dan pengajaran)


1.Hello Summer, Goodbye Winter  =(

hmm.. winter dah xde dah..sob3~ tak tau bila summer ni start, tau2 dah panas.. from 25 °C dah jadi 31-33°C.. dan yang membuatkan summer jadi lagi x seronok sbb kadang2 siang2 hari blackout..panas!!! dulu seronok je, bangun pagi kalau terlupa tutup tingkap, sure menggigil.. sekarang x tutup pun dah xde beza..

~If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back~

tapi, percaya x india ada strawberi? betul, x tipu punya.. n masa tgh menaip post ni pun tgh makan strawberi.. murah kot.. tadi beli Rs35 (RM2.60).. tapi paling murah pernah jumpa Rs27.. nadia cakap ni musim strawberi..tapi xtau la sampai bila..anggur pun berlambak.. tembikai pun banyak je kat tepi jalan..almaklumlah,summer sudah menjengah..


musim bertukar, topik pelajaran pun bertukar.. bulan depan dah nak masuk chapter Head & Neck..oh,terlupa pulak..a few days ago,studi pasal uterus..so, we have the chance to see the real specimen since almost all cadavers are male(except one).. dont know how to describe.. cant seems to pick up the right words.. hmm,what i can say is the uterus just so small yet boleh ada baby yg 2kg++.. it's about 7.5cmx5cmx2.5cm (tp aku rasa mcm lagi kecik je..) boleh bayangkan x macam mana uterus tu distended? Subhanallah~ 


2.Kerinduan..

~When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer. ~

lama kot dah x call rumah..20 days++ agaknya.. semuanya gara2 call card yang mengada, different time zone plus malas nak charge phone n bila nak charge letrik xde...(semuanya alasan belaka..) missing my mom, my dad, my family, my home.. huaaa~ mahu balik malaysia!!! tapi rindu tu tanda sayang kan? so, xpe la kot~ sebab saya SAYANG mereka...

~All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.~

3. Tak mahu jadi gedik dah, mahu jadi budak baik =)
baru men'download' cerita Pisau Cukur..apa? cerita gedik? 
memang pun~ huh,x habis lagi tengok ni.. tertekan dengan orang.gedik.cari.suami.jutawan.dan.tak.kesah.rampas.suami.orang..
wujud ke orang macam ni???

• oh jimmy choooo!!! (org redah je bersin: achuuumm!! alhamdulillah~)
• oh my COUCH, my head is paining..(orang moden ckp: Oh My God!)
• oh my PRADA.. (slalunya macam ni: oh my goodness!)
• my GUCCI, are you serious?

to be true~ x kesah sangat dengan orang gedik atau menjadi gedik.. for me,nak gedik depan kawan2 tu xpe kot..(girls only,k!) tapi depan orang@public kenalah behave..bukan nak jadi hipokrit ke apa, cuma ingatlah yang kita bukan setakat bawak label diri tapi label agama,bangsa dan keluarga.. it's not that u exist by ur own n can do whatever u want.. tidak~ manusia kan memang kaki melabel..so, just behave urself,k?

~Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.~ 

4.I h.a.t.e mukabuku

that's what i wrote in my facebook few moments ago.. 
tapi  bila difikir balik, rasa bersalah pulak.. 
kenapa? ramai je orang tulis camtu kan?
bukan itu masalahnya.. 
just terfikir, am i really hate facebook? or i hate myself? 
i think i hate myself..
bukannya hate in sense of i want to be other person..tidak! 
i just hate the negative thought that i've developed.. 

~Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.~

adakah patut benci facebook just because it shows the picture of those who studied in oversea..(UK,US,NZ,Aussie..n the list goes on) 
tak patut kan?
patut ke benci facebook sebab ada gambar orang bercintan-cintun x ingat dunia (faham2lah gambar spesies apa kan?)
tak patut kan?
adakah patut benci facebook sebab dah x rasa facebook seronok..
tak patut kan?

If Allah Answers Your Prayer, He is increasing your FAITH.

If He Delays, He is increasing you PATIENCE.

 If He Doesn't Answer, He has Something BETTER for U. 

p/s: having confusion about reincarnation+evolution theory vs Islamic point of view.. ada siapa boleh tolong? 

today was a fairytale

"..Today was a fairytale,

You were the prince,

I used to be a damsel in distress.."

that's what Taylor Swift said..

my life is not a fairytale..

yours too..

though it's not a fairytale,who said that there is no HAPPILY EVER AFTER in real life?

there is happily ever after..

eternal happiness..eternal success..

where everyone will get everything that they want..

yes, i mean ANYTHING and EVERYTHING..

just asked for it..

and at that moment, nobody will be super duper rich or drop head gorgeous/handsome..

neither too young nor too old..

everything will be just the way it was supposed to be..

but then,

everything has its own price to pay for..

same goes to those eternal happiness that i'm talking about..

eternal happiness=hari akhirat..

it depends on how much u invest for the future..

for hereafter life..

have u worked hard enough to pay to the price?

i think i haven't done it yet..

actually, i'm just wandering what people think when we said "HAPPILY EVER AFTER"..

is it when u've found your so-called prince charming?

or is it when u're crown to be a princess when u're not one?

is it when u've everything that u ever wanted in your life?

or in simple word: PERFECT LIFE

is it true when u've meet your soulmate, your life is completed?

how do you know your 'mr.right' was the right person?

what if, it is just your illusion that syaitan make it for u?

where u see everything was in perfect order when actually it is not..

where actually that u've gone wrong so far..

where u've lost from the straight path that u're longing for..

will you go for an option that will shattered your heart into pieces just to correct things that u've done..

will you sacrifice your 'true love'?

will you?

"Giving up doesn't always means that you are weak. Sometimes, it means that you are strong enough to let it go."

do whatever u think were right for you..
follow your heart but at the same time don't forget to think that "everything has price to pay"..

and if u think what u do right now will give u eternal happiness in Hari Akhirat later, then do it without any hesitation..

but if u doubt whether it is right or wrong, maybe you should just stop until u find the right answer..

Love is indeed a wonderful emotion, accorded to humanity by God, but it is important to distinguish whether that love is real or not, and to consider who it is directed to, and what sentiments it is founded on. Such investigation should make apparent the difference between a sentimentalism that leads to perverse love, and real love, as revealed to us by God in the Qu'ran. 

~HARUN YAHYA, Romanticism: A Weapon of Satan~

what i really wanted to say is:

kita hidup kerana cinta..

that's the fact..

kerana cinta Allah, 

kita dapat segala nikmat yang kita ada sekarang..

kerana cinta ibu bapa,

kita lahir ke dunia..

diberi segala kasih sayang oeh ibu bapa kita..

kerana cinta seorang ibu, 

rela mempertaruhkan nyawa demi seorang anak yang diharap suatu masa nanti menjadi pembela..

kerana cinta seorang ayah,

rela kepayahan untuk menyara hidup keluarga..

kerana cinta sesama saudara,

kita tidak hidup keseorangan..

we have somebody called friends..

namun, kerana satu cinta..

manusia sanggup meninggalkan cinta2 yang lain yang hadir terdahulu dalam hidupnya..

kerana satu cinta itu juga manusia bisa berubah..

Kerana Cinta

Album : Kerana Cinta

Munsyid : In-Team, Mestica

http://liriknasyid.com

cinta itu cahaya sanubari

kurniaan Tuhan fitrah insani

dan di mana terciptalah cinta

di situ rindu bermula

cinta itu tak pernah meminta

tetapi memberi sepenuh rela

rasa bahagia biarpun sengsara

berkorban segala-gala

semua kerana cinta 

yang pahit manis di rasa

menghibur nestapa

merawat dukadamai di jiwa

terpadam api benci permusuhan

terjalinlah kasih sayang 

begitulah cinta yang diidamkan 

tanpa nafsu yang mencemarkan

dan jangan pula kerana bercinta 

kita pun leka entah ke mana

dan jangan pula kerana bercinta 

tergadai semua maruah agama


cinta yang sejati 

hanya cintakan Ilahi

cinta ayah bonda tulus suci selamanya

cintakan saudara masa berada hanya sementara

cinta sesama insan suburkan dengan ketakwaan..

p/s: post kali ni agak berbaur cinta..=p 

      tapi xde kaitan dengan Valentine's Day.. not a single word..
       jatuh cinta with this "when the moon fall in love.."

~who will fits this glass slipper?~

ini bukan CACATan harian..

Hari ini hari Jumaat.

Esok hari Sabtu.

Lusa hari Ahad.

Cuaca pada hari ini cerah.

hehe~ teringat masa darjah 1, setiap kali kelas BM kena tulis catatan harian macm ni..
(lebih kurang la..=p)
and during that time i was confused between CATATan and CACATan..
n everytime b4 tulis, mesti kena pikir banyak kali.
n lepas kena ajar pasal kata dasar which is CATAT and CACAT, baru senang sikit nak beza..
(terlupa sapa yang ajar..mak kot~)
tapi banyak kali je salah tulis, CACATAN HARIAN..
ngee~


boleh kalau cakap xde sebab pun nak tulis?
xde idea n topik pun..
yang pasti, semalam dah habis 2nd Internal Exam..
(theory,practicals n viva voce..viva tu lebih kurang cam oral test la..)
Alhamdulillah~

Bukan mudah untuk berubah.. 
dari tanpa arah ke sejadah, 
dari tepi jalanan ke sujud menghadap Tuhan

this is hlovate punya latest piece in print version..
tapi x kuar lagi la..
boleh beli masa  PESTA BUKU ANTARABANGSA KUALA LUMPUR 2010..
which is on 19 - 28 March 2010 kat  Gerai JS di D55-D57, Dewan Tun Razak 3, PWTC.
(haha~ jadi promoter plak..)


huaaaa~
sedih x boleh nak pg bookfair this year..
x boleh nak borong buku banyak2..
x boleh nak bawak balik 'stack of book' yang telah di'aim' selama ni..
x boleh nak mintak autograph penulis..
x boleh nak membazir duit beli buku..
X BOLEH NAK GRAB JAJA&DIN plus VERSUS..
sob3~

~Faisal Tehrani punya autograf~ notice my name there? *wink2*~

p/s1:post ni ditulis dengan Google Chrome setelah patah hati dengan Mozilla Firefox yang bengap selepas update latest version.. oh yeah, Chrome ni cik nonawa yang suggest..=p

p/s2:hari ni ada auto ada strike..so, xleh nak kuar g mana2..yang dekat2 tu boleh la jalan kaki..orang kata sebab ada somebody bunuh somebody..xtau la betul ke x..

it's not that easy~

when it just so hard, you can't give up cik Adilah..

jawab kat diri sendiri:

i've to be strong!

i will~

though it just cause me blood n tears..

because the only thing i have is now..present..sekarang..

"dealing with the past and living the present and fighting for the future"

p/s:nk g Goa ke pas exam? oohhh,cik dila! g sambung studi!!

la tahzan

...kadang-kadang kita rasa hidup ini penuh kesedihan...
everything seems to be against you
everything feels like a burden for you
you feel so hard to breath
..............
and you can't even smile

tapi sebenarnya apa yang lagi sedih?
hidup yang penuh kesedihan..
atau
kita yang rasa hidup kita menyedihkan..

i think second one is true..
coz it shows how pathetic we are..



so,
لَا تَحۡزَنۡ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ مَعَنَا‌
Janganlah engkau berdukacita, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita.
~Surah At-Taubah,9:40~

kalaulah...

Hadis Sahih Muslim, daripada Abu Hurairah ra, katanya Rasulullah saw bersabda:

Orang mukmin yang kuat adalah lebih baik dan lebih dikasihi Allah daripada orang mukmin yang lemah. Masing-masing ada mempunyai kebaikan. Bersungguh-sungguhlah mengerjakan sesuatu yang berguna (di dunia dan di akhirat); dan hendaklah selalu meminta pertolongan daripada Allah dan jangan berasa lemah, yakni putus harapan, atau merasa hampa. Jika engkau ditimpa sesuatu jangan berkata “Kalaulah aku berbuat demikian tentu tentu akan jadi begini dan begitu”; akan tetapi katakanlah “Takdir Allah, dan Allah berbuat sekehendak-Nya”. Sesungguhnya perkataan “kalaulah” hanya membukakan jalan bagi syaitan untuk berbuat sesuatu.

we are always being reminded for not to say

"If......."

"Kalaulah...."

sebabnya bila kita cakap macam tu, nanti akan membuka pintu untuk penyesalan..

kita yang konon-kononnya dah tawakal jadi kecewa pulak dengan nasib kita..

tapi, IF kat bawah ni x macam tu kot..

InsyaAllah~

If by Rudyard Kipling

*poem that we learn in Form 4*

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

To stop negative thoughts, just plant good thoughts!
So don’t give any attention to negative thoughts.
Don’t worry about them.
If any come, make light of them, shrug them off, and let them be your reminder to deliberately think more good thoughts now.

~unwind kejap..=p back to exam mode~