Showing posts with label dedication. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dedication. Show all posts

Saturday, March 27, 2010

ulangtahun mereka..

Allah selamatkan kamu..
     Allah selamatkan kamu..
Allah selamatkan sahabatku..
      Allah selamatkan kamu..


Selamat Ulangtahun duhai sahabat..




In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away 
- shing xiong


Sometimes all you can give is love
Sometimes all you have is not enough


Sometimes life is like a dream
Sometimes dreams aren’t what they seem

Sometimes laughter can heal your heart
Sometimes it’s laughter that breaks it apart

Sometimes the world goes faster than you can go
Sometimes even fast is still too slow

Sometimes going home is the only thing on your mind
Sometimes home is the only place you can’t find

Sometimes you are too tired to sleep
Sometimes you are too sad to weep

Sometimes freedom holds you back
Sometimes a wedding dress is black

Sometimes loneliness is what you need
Sometimes there’s a harvest without a seed

Sometimes darkness can be too bright
Sometimes rain gives you delight

Sometimes you think you understand
Sometimes you know you really can’t

Sometimes what sets you free are restrictions
Sometimes what makes most sense are contradictions 


but that only last for sometimes..
what really happened is that we always have Allah to guide us, all the times..
bring us the light through the darkness..
show us the sign so that we won't be lost..
cumanya kita kena ingat matlamat hidup kita..(reminder for me also)
sebelum dilahirkan lagi, kita dah berjanji kepada Allah:
Dan (ingatlah wahai Muhammad) ketika Tuhanmu mengeluarkan zuriat anak-anak Adam (turun-temurun) dari (tulang) belakang mereka, dan Ia jadikan mereka saksi terhadap diri mereka sendiri, (sambil Ia bertanya dengan firmanNya): “Bukankah Aku tuhan kamu?” Mereka semua menjawab: “Benar (Engkaulah Tuhan kami), kami menjadi saksi”. Yang demikian supaya kamu tidak berkata pada hari kiamat kelak: “Sesungguhnya kami adalah lalai (tidak diberi peringatan) tentang (hakikat tauhid) ini”. (Surah Al A'raf,7:172)
wahai sahabat, jaga diri elok-elok k..
kita jaga diri masing-masing dan saling mengingatkan antara satu sama lain..
moga lahir kita sebagai seorang Islam, hidup sebagai seorang Islam dan InsyaAllah mati juga masih dalam keadaan seorang Islam, masih beriman kepada DIA yang Maha Esa.. 


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buat cik Nor Atikah Rosdi yang ulangtahunnya jatuh pada 27 Mac..
it's have been almost 3 years kan since we first enrolled in KTT and being in the same class..
memorable ALU13..
it's a pleasure to know you inche Atikus..
later kita gi meroyan naik ketapi lagi eh..
pegi langkawi eh?? =D
nak gi sarawak kena tunggu saya balik dulu la..
..cik atikah rosdi..
All the best in your future undertakings (BDS in India)..
treasure every moment in you life, in India..
hopefully India will make us a better person, the one with more patience..
"Being on top of the world doesn't mean anything unless you know what it's like to be at the bottom."
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pada 28 Mac pula, seorang gadis bernama Nur Farah Liyana telah dilahirkan..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, dear!!!
liyana and her family except lina..
i don't really know how exactly we become friends..
but somehow, i know it's what Allah has planned for us..
so-called virtual friend because we only met in cyber world..
but she really exist lah, not virtual one because i met her last year..=)


Good Luck and all the best in your life..
may the future ahead will make you smile throughout your life..
someday everything will all make perfect sense. so for now, laugh at confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that
everything happens for a reason.
 
kerana aturan Allah itu indah~


here's a song to share...
fall in love when i heard it in my cousin's blog..
but i haven't watch that anime yet..




Original / Romaji Lyrics

English Translation
Totemo ureshikatta yo / kimi ga warai kaketeta
Subete o tokasu hohoemi de
I was so happy, you were laughing
With a smile that melts everything away
Haru wa mada tookute / tsumetai tsuchi no naka de
Mebuku toki o matte ita 'n da
Spring is still far away, inside the cold earth,
Waiting for the time to sprout
Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Kinou no kizu o nokoshite ite mo
Shinjitai / kokoro hodo ite yukeru to
For instance, even if today is painful
And yesterday's wounds remain
I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on
Umare kawaru koto wa dekinai yo
Dakedo kawatte wa ikeru kara
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo
I cannot be reborn 
But I can change as I go on, so
Let's stay together always
Boku dake ni waratte / sono yubi de / nee sawatte
Nozomi bakari ga hateshinaku
Smile only at me and touch me with those fingers
This simple desire is everlasting
Yasashiku shitai yo / mou kuyamanu you ni
Nageki no umi mo koete ikou
I want things to be simple
Let's finally get across this sea of mournful sorrow
Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Itsu ka atatakana omoide ni naru
Kokoro goto subete nage daseta nara
For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart
Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo
I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always
Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Itsu ka atatakana omoide ni naru
Kokoro goto subete nage daseta nara
For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart
Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo
I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always 




nota kaki:

  1. yang ni scheduled post sebab takut tak sempat nak post..(i'll be away this weekend)
  2. tak suka anime yang dah dubbed in English, rasa cam fake je..prefer the one in Japanese but with subtitles..=p
  3. inche Seekerz cakap Allah dah tarik satu nikmat dunia dari aku sebab tak suka kucing.. ye ke??? i just can't stand it when the cat 'gesel-gesel' kat kaki..geli~ after all, cat is so adorable but to have a cat as pet.....hmm, i don't think so~

Atik with Aina Maisarah (adik Anis Marlina).. Snow is just so ADORABLE~

Friday, March 26, 2010

my first anniversary~ (.^_^.)


Anniversary Graphic #155
~26 March 2009-26 March 2010~


hari ini genap setahun dah berkasih sayang...


dengan inche blog..
MySpace


rasa macam tak percaya je dah setahun berkecimpung dalam dunia 'blogging' ni..
dan aku masih setia dengan nama "...biarkan kupu-kupu menari..."
i like it!!!
walaupun in the beginning terasa macam ala-ala cacat sikit nama tu, tapi bertahan jugak sampai setahun..
ecece~ melebih-lebih la pulak kan?


setahun yang lepas, aku masih bergumbira dengan KI..
masa tu KI baru start kot..(23 March 2009)
sekarang aku masih bertatih di India for one scroll of degree..
hmm, maybe more than that..
just like Andrew's song-More Than A Doctor (he is my batchmate from Malaysia)
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=351362539287


dah setahun blogging ni, mungkin aku patut buat perubahan kot..
mungkin patut lebih matang dalam menulis..
have to differentiate between something to share and something that i need to keep for myself..
ayat pun patut diupgrade biar tak caca merba saja..
option: blogging in fully english or bahasa melayu yang sempurna (no slang, no shortform with correct grammar)
hmm...mungkin belum sampai tahap tu kot..
sebabnya kalau nak menulis dalam bahasa inggeris, grammar memang ke laut..
plus lack of vocabulary also..
kalau menulis dalam bahasa melayu pulak tatabahasa macam dah berkarat..
di tambah pula dengan perception aku bahasa melayu=skema+serious..
alasan je kan......
tapi aku bukan lupa daratan mahupun kacang lupakan kulit..
aku tahu, suatu masa nanti sirih akan pulang ke gagang..
and i've a dream to become a writer..
maybe novelist or poet..hahaha~
only one place where it could really happened: in my dream~


so, nak hadiah apa eh kat inche blog sempena setahun kami bersama?
new layout??
new header??
tapi masalahnya aku tak reti nak cari yang lawa..
*sigh*
ok lah, aku bagi kasih sayang je..
it's priceless though..=D
menulis dengan kasih sayang???
http://i306.photobucket.com/albums/nn252/cebong_ipit/ALL%20EMOTICON/pink%20mushroom/pink-mushroom-001.gif


dear aina:
 i miss the time when we actually lost while finding for monorail station to go to BTS (berjaya time square) from masjid jamek.. muka pro giler walaupun dah tersalah naik monorel, nasib baik tak gelak guling-guling.. 
i really want to spend time membazir_duit_beli_buku and jalan_sampai_kaki_rasa_nak_tercabut during bookfair.. it was fun!


nota kaki:

  1. macam mengade je post macam ni kan? orang lain lama je dah mem'blog',xde kecoh cam aku..*sigh*
  2. aku mahu VERSUS!!!! mahu pergi bookfair..=(
  3. tiba-tiba rasa gadis kampung yang pakai kain batik+baju kurung kedah itu comel..(err,should i say Ayu~ =p) yang pandai masak+menjahit..pastu mengajar budak-budak mengaji+tuisyen.. yang bersopan santun dan halus tutur bahasa.. can i dream to be one? =D takpun letak dalam kriteria menantu pilihan bila dah ada anak nanti..*gelak guling2*



tak jumpa gambar gadis kampung ikut aku punya definisi..
gambar budak laki pakai kain pelikat pun boleh lah kot~

Sunday, March 21, 2010

buatmu sahabat..

dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang,
aku memohon padaMu agar butir bicaraku bisa menjadi penguat semangatnya...


don't know where to start, how to start and what to start..


*tarik nafas dalam-dalam*


mula-mula sekali, saya nak minta maaf..
maaf kerana saya selalu terlupa yang awak baru mula mencari..
maaf kerana saya selalu merasakan yang awak dah lama menjadi seorang muslimah..
mungkin saya kurang sensitivity atau mungkin kerana saya dah lama merasakan awak adalah part of us..
saya minta maaf atas semuanya..


bila lama tak update pasal kisah hidup masing-masing, rupanya banyak yang saya tertinggal..
saya tak sedar yang awak perlukan seseorang to be there with you..
i admit that i'm not a good company..
awak tak cakap apa-apa, awak cakap awak masih kuat..
tapi saya masih rasa yang awak masih holding something back,something that you rather not talk about..
because it hurts even more when you think about it..


to be true, saya memang rasa ujian yang Allah bagi kat awak agak berat..
mungkin kalau ujian tu Allah turunkan kat saya, saya dah jatuh terjelepuk, menangis kerana merasa tak kuat..
tapi Allah pilih awak untuk segala ujianNYA..
dan awak tahu, Allah pun dah bagi tahu,
Dan Kami tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya; dan di sisi Kami ada sebuah Kitab (suratan amal) yang menyatakan segala-galanya dengan benar, sedang mereka tidak dianiaya. (Surah Al-Mukminun,23:62)
ada kalanya kepayahan hidup membuatkan kita rasa mahu berhenti biar cuma seketika..
biar hilang segala penat..
biar disapu air mata yang menitis..
agar mampu diraih kembali semangat yang kian hilang..
namun hidup bukan kita pengarahnya..
meski sedih, meski penat hidup harus diteruskan..
we have to keep moving on..


life is a chance..
but to live hell or to live well,
it is a choice....
Do men think that they will be left alone on saying "We believe" and that they will not be tested? (Surah Al-Ankabut,29:2)






"Be strong!!" that just maybe just typical people would say..
but i guess that's the only thing that i can say at this moment..
and i want you to know that you can spill anything to me..
anything and everything..
i mean it dear..

saya tahu awak risau yang teramat sangat..
cuma saya minta awak sandarkan kesedihan dan kerisauan awak kepada Allah..
jangan simpan semuanya sorang-sorang..
....soon it will blow up
dan kalau boleh awak jangan abaikan studi, k?
biar berjaya dan cepat-cepat balik malaysia..
no r**eat.. nauzubillahi minzalik~

You put on a fake smile, and hope for the best
People stare at you expectantly, as if life's just a test
The bounce in your step is long since gone
People dump worries on you like the pass of a baton
The whispers in the hall follow you each day
Causing confusion, and making you lose your way
But though life seems hard and is sometimes full of stress
There's always someone there who will lighten the press
So before you give up and give in to what others say
Think to yourself: "Tomorrow is another day."
 



..a prayer may be seems so little this time but  it is the most powerful thing that you can do..
~InsyaAllah~





Dan Tuhan kamu berfirman: “Berdoalah kamu kepadaKu nescaya Aku perkenankan doa permohonan kamu. Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang sombong takbur daripada beribadat dan berdoa kepadaKu, akan masuk neraka Jahannam dalam keadaan hina. (Surah Ghaffir,40:60)
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I refuse to be discouraged, 
To be sad, or to cry, 
I refuse to be downhearted,
And here's the reason why... 


I have a God "Allah" who's mighty, 
Who's sovereign and supreme, 
I have a God "Allah" who loves me, 
And I am on His team. 


He is all wise and powerful, 
Most Merciful is His name, 
Though everything is changeable, 
My God "Allah" remains the same. 


My God "Allah" knows all that's happening, 
Beginning to the end, 
His presence is my comfort, 
He is my dearest friend. 


When sickness comes to weaken me, 
To bring my head down low, 
I call upon my mighty God "Allah", 
Into His arms I go. 


When circumstances threaten, 
To rob me from my peace, 
He draws me closer,
And with that i find ease. 


Where all my strivings cease.. 

And when my heart melts within me, 
And weakness takes control, 
He gathers me into His arms, 
He soothes my heart and soul.


The great "I AM" is with me, 
My life is in His hand, 
The "Allah" is my hope,
It's in His strength I stand. 


I refuse to be defeated, 
My eyes are on my Lord "Rabb", 
He has promised to be with me, 
As through this life I trod. 


I'm looking past all my circumstances, 
To Heaven's throne above, 
My prayers have reached My God "Allah", 
I'm resting in His love.. 


I give God "Allah" thanks in everything, 
My eyes seeks for him, 
The battle's His, 
the victory is mine, 
He'll help me win the race.

InshaAllah ...Ameen Ya Rabb..

taken from [here]

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buatmu sahabat....Nur Aina Adelia~
i'm sorry if i talk about you like i already knew you for ages..
teringat ada satu group kat facebook,
I Hate When People That Know Nothing About You Talk About You
saya tak mau jadi macam tu..
and if i did, i'm sorry dear..


Lady in Pink,
please do smile again..
if that is what it takes,
just fake it till you make it..

Tough times never last, but tough people do.



  • Allah didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, or sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. If Allah brings you to it, He will bring you through it. 
  • Faith is believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe.
  • Don't tell God how big your storm is....tell your storm how big your God is.
  • Sooner or later you will see the BIG PICTURE God is painting for your life instead of just the colors He's using at the moment. 

Thursday, February 25, 2010

smile..=D


"this whole competition..it feels like a dream..and i dont want it to stop." 
~connie talbot-BGT~


Smile though your heart is aching 
Smile even though it's breaking 
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by 
If you smile through your fear and sorrow 
Smile and maybe tomorrow 
You'll see the sun come shining through for you 

Light up your face with gladness 
Hide every trace of sadness 
Although a tear may be ever so near 

That's the time you must keep on trying 
Smile, what's the use of crying? 
You'll find that life is still worthwhile 
If you just smile 


When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

- Unknown

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i'm taking this opportunity to wish my friends HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
birthday yang ke berapa?
oh, itu rahsia..=D
tapi masih muda lagi.. don't worry~

there are 2 person that born on this date:
25 February 
  • Azierah Jumat 
~Azie yang pakai tudung hitam kat sebelah tudung pink tu~

she's my schoolmate, roomate and also classmate during high school years..
so, i've known her for almost 8 years..
but i think 8 years tu x cukup lagi untuk aku  kenal dia inside out..

  • Anati A Bakar
kenal Anati sebab dia rapat dengan Atik n Anis..
satu lecture untuk Physics n Mathematics masa zaman A Level..
jiran depan rumah masa KI..
geng untuk bwat kecoh zaman KI..



              ~anati n anis tgh pose kat tepi pantai~


this person plak lahir sehari lewat..
26 Februari...
  • Nur Elina Abdul Jalil
she's my bestie masa zaman A Level..
Eli budak baik, jadi aku pun jadi budak baik.. uhuk2~
sekarang dah jauh dipisahkan sempadan negara..


to Eli: 
nanti Dila nak g melepak kat Terengganu, jangan halau pulak ye.. 
ermm..ada siapa nak ikut pg Terengganu ke?


~eli with wani (my roomate time A Level)~


Live Simply.
Love Generously.
Care Deeply.
Speak Kindly. 


Leave the Rest to Allah
Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keep You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Allah keeps You Going!
 



Happy Birthday to You!!!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

don't quit

buat cik sEeKeRz yg tengah tension..
(rasa cam an pernah publish kat blog je..)
this is also for u who read this..
yang terasa nak putus asa..
yang rasa macam hidup ni susah..

dah namanya berjuang, mana mungkin mudah..
walau sesukar mana pun, keep hanging on, keep moving on..
Mengharap senang dalam berjuang
Bagai merindu rembulan di tengah siang
Jalannya tak seindah sentuhan mata
Pangkalnya jauh hujungnya belum tiba

~saujana:suci sekeping hati~
right now, i can't pick the right words
though words may console ur heart..
ni curi Bill Gates pun words:
"Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself."

give ur best but don't give all that u have bcoz:
"The more man puts into God, the less he retains in himself. The worker puts his life into the object; but now his life no longer belongs to him, but to the object."
Karl Marx

and someone told me that,
usaha tu yg penting walaupun outcomes x seberapa sebab efforts=pahala..
investment untuk account Akhirat..


keep shining n be strong like what 'intan' supposed to be..=)


The Don't Quit Poem
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

- Author unknown

Perkukuhkan bahteramu...
kerana samudera ini amat dalam..
perbanyakkanlah bekalanmu...
kerna perjalanan ini amat panjang
ikhlaskanlah amalanmu...
kerna pencatatmu amat teliti...

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