muskurane ki wajah ho tum

This song was playing in Domino's.
I probably have listened to it so many times before, it just sounded so familiar.
And I don't know why suddenly I thought of you.
Or maybe I forced myself to think about you.
I don't know.



I just had to find the meaning of the lyrics.
And I did.








......










nota kaki:

• yes, I don't understand hindi though I am here in India for 5 years. I just don't have the interest to learn the language.

...I want more numbers than I'm likely to get.

Our days are numbered. This is a fact.

We want forever. That is a dream.



Could it be by finding the life's purpose and spend it with the right person, we could get our forever within that numbered days because deep inside you know eventhough you are given a thousand hundred years more, it means nothing without that special person.

Is this what people called as love?


I don't know.



But what I do know, our soul is not solely belong to us. Some part of ourself live within other people, a larger portion in the person whom we care and love so much and that is why when they live, they take some part of us away, they ripped our soul apart.

terima kasih Tuhan untuk perkara-perkara yang membuatkan aku masih rasa seperti manusia

Tuhan,
kau lebih mengerti akan keadaan diriku.
Sepertinya jiwaku telah hilang dalam kelelahan,
Lenyap dalam keduniaan.

Tuhan,
terima kasih untuk sepotong doa.
terima kasih untuk sebuah harap.
terima kasih walau sekadar sebaris ucap.
terima kasih kerana menghadirkan senyum.

Tuhan,
meski sudah telat untuk sebuah ucapan,
Alhamdulillah.
terima kasih Tuhan untuk aku merasa punya jiwa manusia.
kurniaMu terlalu banyak,
namun terlalu sedikit yang aku ingat.








semoga Engkau rahmati jiwa-jiwa yang telah Engkau jemput kembali.

penat kena buli

penat.

lagi penat bila buat kerja sambil rasa marah dekat orang.





bila orang buat kerja serabut, kita yang kerja di bawah dia jadi kelam kabut.
at the end of the day the work didn't finish in time.
tinggal kita seorang je terkontang-kanting buat kerja sebab dia dah bagi semua kerja kat kita.
kadang-kadang tak perasan masa, makan pun lupa, solat di hujung masa.
Allah..........TT___TT

curi gamba dari FB amy yang dipinjam dari IG org lain hehe

Alhamdulillah for the workloads at the moment.
Walaupun penat rasa nak pengsan,







I am not longer feel the need to run.

.....runaway from home.



probably this is the way Allah nak jawab dilema aku untuk mintak posting kat mana bila balik Malaysia nanti.



nota kaki:

• I am constantly worried about unfinished work. Sakit kepala.