buatmu sahabat..

dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang,

aku memohon padaMu agar butir bicaraku bisa menjadi penguat semangatnya...

don't know where to start, how to start and what to start..


*tarik nafas dalam-dalam*


mula-mula sekali, saya nak minta maaf..
maaf kerana saya selalu terlupa yang awak baru mula mencari..
maaf kerana saya selalu merasakan yang awak dah lama menjadi seorang muslimah..
mungkin saya kurang sensitivity atau mungkin kerana saya dah lama merasakan awak adalah part of us..
saya minta maaf atas semuanya..


bila lama tak update pasal kisah hidup masing-masing, rupanya banyak yang saya tertinggal..
saya tak sedar yang awak perlukan seseorang to be there with you..
i admit that i'm not a good company..
awak tak cakap apa-apa, awak cakap awak masih kuat..
tapi saya masih rasa yang awak masih holding something back,something that you rather not talk about..
because it hurts even more when you think about it..


to be true, saya memang rasa ujian yang Allah bagi kat awak agak berat..
mungkin kalau ujian tu Allah turunkan kat saya, saya dah jatuh terjelepuk, menangis kerana merasa tak kuat..
tapi Allah pilih awak untuk segala ujianNYA..
dan awak tahu, Allah pun dah bagi tahu,

Dan Kami tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya; dan di sisi Kami ada sebuah Kitab (suratan amal) yang menyatakan segala-galanya dengan benar, sedang mereka tidak dianiaya. (Surah Al-Mukminun,23:62)

ada kalanya kepayahan hidup membuatkan kita rasa mahu berhenti biar cuma seketika..
biar hilang segala penat..
biar disapu air mata yang menitis..
agar mampu diraih kembali semangat yang kian hilang..
namun hidup bukan kita pengarahnya..
meski sedih, meski penat hidup harus diteruskan..
we have to keep moving on..

life is a chance..

but to live hell or to live well,

it is a choice....

Do men think that they will be left alone on saying "We believe" and that they will not be tested? (Surah Al-Ankabut,29:2)

"Be strong!!" that just maybe just typical people would say..

but i guess that's the only thing that i can say at this moment..

and i want you to know that you can spill anything to me..

anything and everything..

i mean it dear..

saya tahu awak risau yang teramat sangat..

cuma saya minta awak sandarkan kesedihan dan kerisauan awak kepada Allah..

jangan simpan semuanya sorang-sorang..

....soon it will blow up

dan kalau boleh awak jangan abaikan studi, k?

biar berjaya dan cepat-cepat balik malaysia..

no r**eat.. nauzubillahi minzalik~

You put on a fake smile, and hope for the best
People stare at you expectantly, as if life's just a test
The bounce in your step is long since gone
People dump worries on you like the pass of a baton
The whispers in the hall follow you each day
Causing confusion, and making you lose your way
But though life seems hard and is sometimes full of stress
There's always someone there who will lighten the press
So before you give up and give in to what others say
Think to yourself: "Tomorrow is another day." 

..a prayer may be seems so little this time but  it is the most powerful thing that you can do..
~InsyaAllah~

Dan Tuhan kamu berfirman: “Berdoalah kamu kepadaKu nescaya Aku perkenankan doa permohonan kamu. Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang sombong takbur daripada beribadat dan berdoa kepadaKu, akan masuk neraka Jahannam dalam keadaan hina. (Surah Ghaffir,40:60)

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I refuse to be discouraged, 
To be sad, or to cry, 
I refuse to be downhearted,
And here's the reason why... 

I have a God "Allah" who's mighty, 
Who's sovereign and supreme, 
I have a God "Allah" who loves me, 
And I am on His team. 

He is all wise and powerful, 
Most Merciful is His name, 
Though everything is changeable, 
My God "Allah" remains the same. 

My God "Allah" knows all that's happening, 
Beginning to the end, 
His presence is my comfort, 
He is my dearest friend. 

When sickness comes to weaken me, 
To bring my head down low, 
I call upon my mighty God "Allah", 
Into His arms I go. 

When circumstances threaten, 
To rob me from my peace, 
He draws me closer,
And with that i find ease. 

Where all my strivings cease.. 

And when my heart melts within me, 
And weakness takes control, 
He gathers me into His arms, 
He soothes my heart and soul.

The great "I AM" is with me, 
My life is in His hand, 
The "Allah" is my hope,
It's in His strength I stand. 

I refuse to be defeated, 
My eyes are on my Lord "Rabb", 
He has promised to be with me, 
As through this life I trod. 

I'm looking past all my circumstances, 
To Heaven's throne above, 
My prayers have reached My God "Allah", 
I'm resting in His love.. 

I give God "Allah" thanks in everything, 
My eyes seeks for him, 
The battle's His, 
the victory is mine, 
He'll help me win the race.

InshaAllah ...Ameen Ya Rabb..

taken from [here]

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buatmu sahabat....Nur Aina Adelia~
i'm sorry if i talk about you like i already knew you for ages..
teringat ada satu group kat facebook,

I Hate When People That Know Nothing About You Talk About You
saya tak mau jadi macam tu..
and if i did, i'm sorry dear..

Lady in Pink,
please do smile again..
if that is what it takes,
just fake it till you make it..
Tough times never last, but tough people do.

• Allah didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, or sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. If Allah brings you to it, He will bring you through it. 

• Faith is believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe.

• Don't tell God how big your storm is....tell your storm how big your God is.

• Sooner or later you will see the BIG PICTURE God is painting for your life instead of just the colors He's using at the moment.