ball of furs

there he was, sleeping like a boss!

this cat, played with my hair when i was sleeping. 

bangun-bangun je, dia dah buat muka tak bersalah.

(-__-)"

there was one night, i fell asleep in the living room.

guess who placed his claws on my head?

terkejut kot. ingatkan tengah mimpi ngeri.

(no injuries or anything but i definitely can feel the claws)

i think he's holding grudge on me.

or is it his way to show the love?

nota kaki:

• not a cat lover myself. a bit phobia actually. maybe because my house has been a no-no territory for cats since almost 20 years(?) until my lil' brother decided to keep one.

it has been a while since I left Malaysia. maksud aku, tinggal/menetap/bermastautin kat malaysia. kalau kira balik cuti seminggu dua tu memang la setahun balik 2 kali.

anyway, nak cakapnya banyak dah berubah tentang malaysia.
tentang orangnya, tentang budayanya, tentang politik, pembangunan etc
kadang-kadang aku rasa laju sangat semuanya berubah.
i miss the safe malaysia. i miss the time when the people are so nice.

aku risau sebenarnya bila mana orang sekarang ni,cuit sikit pun dah melatah.
orang buat salah sikit, maki hamun tinggi segunung. walhal diri sendiri bukannya malaikat yang suci dari dosa. entah-entah kalau dosa tu Allah nak tunjuk kat public, masuk muka sendiri dalam mangkuk tandas pastu flush pun belum lagi boleh hilangkan malu.

i think the modernization has taken its toll to our mentality. our minds tak berkembang seiring dengan pembangunan. yelah negara makin maju, tapi cara kita berfikir makin teruk. sepatutnya kita makin terbuka fikiran, in sense that if something happens we can still think that there's good explaination behind it. bersangka baik, berlapang dada. ini tak, belum sempat lagi tahu berita sebenar, maki hamun dok salahkan orang tu dah berkajang-kajang. belum lagi kira part kita yang judgemental ni. sedangkan kalau benda tu salah, kita patut tegur elok-elok kan? kena jaga aib orang. bila kena kat diri sendiri, boleh pulak gi cakap, "weh, ko jaga tepi kain sendiri boleh tak? kubur aku, kubur aku. kubur kau, kubur kau la." habis tu, bila mati nanti kau nak pergi tanam diri sendiri? pun bolehhhh

dan aku tak faham kenapa semua benda kena ada isu perkauman? kenapa semuanya berbaur fitnah yang memecah belahkan? kenapa semua benda pun nak kontroversi?

aku tahu syahadatul haq. aku tahu kita tak boleh remehkan agama.
cuma terkadang aku terfikir, tindakan kita ni betul ke?
ataupun kita yang menjadi fitnah agama. yang membuatkan Islam diremehkan, yang orang boleh perlekehkan sesuka hati. lepas tu kita mengamuk tak tentu pasal. ewahhh~

bulan puasa yang dah takde syaitan, kita pulak berperangai macam syaitan. so siapa yang jahat sebenarnya? kita ke syaitan?




nota kaki:

• aku pun bukan malaikat. kata-kata aku ni mungkin akan backfires. who knows? cumanya mintak jauh la semua tu. moga Allah pelihara kita dari semua tu. moga Ramadhan mensucikan hati.

ma-nglish ind-glish?

i still remember when my brother was admitted in hospital (because he was suspected to have dengue fever), i texted him and ask what was written in the file.

he replied:

" kak dila, dia tulis kat katil aku viral bever, poor oval intake. apa benda tu?"

so today, i read this from facebook and i think this is hilarious!

Malaysia has 33 medical schools - and this is the level of English :(

ACTUAL SENTENCES FOUND ON PATIENTS' HOSPITAL CHARTS:

1) She has no rigors or shaking chills, but her husband states she was hot in bed last night.

2) Patient has chest pain if she lies on her left side for over a year.

3) On the second day the knee was better, and on the third day it disappeared. !!

4) The patient is tearful and crying constantly. She also appears to be depressed.

5) The patient has been depressed since she began seeing me in 1993.

6) Discharge status: Alive but without my permission.

7) Healthy appearing decrepit 69 year old male, mentally alert but forgetful.

8) The patient refused autopsy.

9) The patient has no previous history of suicides.

10) Patient has left white blood cells at another hospital.

11) Patient's medical history has been remarkably insignificant with only a 40 pound weight gain in the past 3 days.

12) Patient had waffles for breakfast and anorexia for lunch.

13) Between you and me, we ought to be able to get this lady pregnant.

14) Since she can't get pregnant with her husband, I thought you might want to work her up.

15) She is numb from her toes down. !!!!!!!!!!

16) While in ER, she was examined, X-rated and sent home.

17) The skin was moist and dry.

18) Occasional, constant, infrequent headaches.

19) Patient was alert and unresponsive.

20) Rectal examination revealed a normal sized thyroid.

21) She stated that she had been constipated for most of her life, until she got a divorce.

22) I saw your patient today, who is still under our car for physical therapy.

23) Both breasts are equal and reactive to light and accommodation.

24) Examination of genitalia reveals that he is circus sized.

25) The lab test indicated abnormal lover function.

26) The patient was to have a bowel resection. However, he took a job as a stockbroker instead.

27) Skin: somewhat pale but present.

28) The pelvic exam will be done later on the floor. !!

29) Patient was seen in consultation by Dr Blank, who felt we should sit on the abdomen and I agree.

30) Large brown stool ambulating in the hall.

31) Patient has two teenage children, but no other abnormalities.

nota kaki:

• sekarang pun dah cakap English gaya orang India jugak.. so, yeayyy for me! *sarcasm*