craves for deep insightful conversation with stranger.


-perks of being introvert.

I wanted to write longer just now but let just keep it short and sweet. sweet la sangaaaattt
Honestly I am tired most of the time and have short attention span, so I understand the pain of reading long post if you wanted to.

So how have you been?

Like my dear friend used to say when we bumped with each other at hospital,

"Everyone is getting married la!"
*read this in a miserable tone*

I might be considered old as I am still successfully remained single until now but I still feel like I am still young and need not to be worry being an adult yet. This one you can call it denial.

Everyone either getting married or having kids.

As for me, my only concerned now merely evolved around basic things like,

"When can I sleep?"

"When can I eat?"

"When is my next off-day?"

and if you are asking the same golden question too, I don't have answer to it. I am too still waiting for it. Waiting for 'the one' to appear out of nowhere with the good intentions. Until then we just eat keropok and watch TV la ye? It seems so distant right now. *sambung kunyah keropok*

However, the world as we know now become more difficult. One simple reason for that is HUMAN.
I pray to Allah to bless us, the tough people of the rough time to remain steadfast in Iman and never stop believing.

post pertama tahun 2016

“What happens when people open their hearts?"

"They get better.” 

― Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

It is already March and this is only my first post for this year. I suspected people are not on blog anymore but nevermind. It is hard for me to leave though I seldomly write now.

This is probably not the most important thing, not that I am married or something but I am a working lady now eventhough it doesn't feels like working, it is slavery. What I meant was that it did not matched my childhood idea of a career woman. Sorry lah ye, sometime ideas are just difficult to change. I am not in denial, well not too much la haha....

Housemanship in a nutshell is tough but somehow you remained alive although you feel worst all the time but it is okay. You think you are going to die but you didn't. Someone else is dying or dead and you can't do anything about it other than feeling helpless and hopeless all the time. Err, let's not talk about this too much shall we? I can feel the negativity is going to engulfed us anytime soon.

*running away from reality*

nota kaki:

• I need a travel companion - a permanent one. In this world and also hereafter.