those were the days

back to the days where we were pretty much young and stupid, what would you give to have those days again?

I don't know if I want to.
Not that life is better now or those days were too much to bear, it is not.
It just that I think now we've become more matured? Dah tak buat hal sesuka hati, tak buat benda-benda bodah sangat, fikir pasal orang lain. errrr.....more sense of responsibility. I am NOT saying that the 'adult life' is so much fun and wayyyyyy better than being young and stupid but surely it has so much more to teach us about life.

Aku rasa bila sampai fasa menjadi dewasa, not everyone has a smooth sailing. Banyaknya masuk dengan keadaan retak, luggages full of doubt and uncertainties but everyone put on a brave face because now 'as per the society's rule: you are not allowed to show any emotion, which is a good thing I guess. We just keep it inside, maybe just wait for "the one" to help us unpack those luggages.

Jadi dewasa tak seronok.
No doubt that sometimes I do want to run, turn back time and be an innocent child again. But it will eventually knocked some senses into your head. Maybe it is what we needed though not something that we wanted. Jadi dewasa yang tahu beza antara baik dan buruk, dewasa yang tahu kumpul pahala amal, dewasa yang akhirnya jumpa jalan pulang bertemu dengan Tuhan,

Aku doa kita jadi dewasa yang itu.
Moga Allah lorongkan jalan kebaikan untuk kita.





nota kaki:

• makin teruk tulis blog kan? agaknya dah dewasa kot. haha