Sunday, November 22, 2009

road not taken

well, after a while (ermm..is it 4 months??)living in india, I started to think again..

why am i choosing this path?
why did i accept the offer to go to india at the first place?
what makes me think that i'm capable being a medical student?
what makes me survive all this time?

susahnya nak jawab sebab memang takde jawapan yang paling tepat..
what i can say now is,
"i couldn't asked for more than this.."
India. not half bad then.
I'm living India.. or should it be better if I say,
"I'm making a life in India.."
a life of medical student, a Malaysian citizen, a child that being away from her family..
and what most important is A LIFE OF A MUSLIM.. (it's hard though..but worth living..=p)
I want to make a life so that after this I could save a life..
(dalam otak spontan main lagu "How to Save A Life-The Fray"..ala, lagu lam cter Grey's Anatomy tu)
giving hope to those who lost the faith in life..
(besarnya harapan ko,cik dila oi!)

tadi, berjalan2 menjengah blog orang..
and i found something..
he said that living in cold weather is not really heaven..
mula2 je seronok tp lepas tu rasa nak bagi rosak je 'aircond' tu sebab sejuk sangat..
n they're all longing to be touch by the ray of sunshine..
(he=someone who is currently studying somewhere in USA)
see, tak semua yang nampak best tu sebenarnya menarik..
(india byk matahari!!!=p tp kadang2 sejuk gak.. bright sunshine but cold breeze)

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
(bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu/tak ingat.. ni poem yang kita belajar masa Form4)

“Men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds.”
– Franklin Roosevelt-

won't u agree with this?
so, whatever the path that we choose, just bear in mind,
"You are what you think.."
and it's u who make the different..
the one who paints all the colours in ur life..

article to share:Prisoners of Fate

“Most people choose the path of life as a way to death, but I have chosen death (martyrdom) as a path to life (in Paradise).”

- Abdul-Wahab Al-Ghamidi who was killed in Afghanistan in the 1980’s-

Saturday, November 21, 2009

tiada sebab... post lepas exam mungkin?

sungguh tak tahu macam mana nak start..
but then, i'm going to say that
my 1st Internal Examination is
officially ended..
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habis exam semalam.. friday-around 3.30pm
well, just for batch D1,D2,E1 n E2(my batch) because another batch still having their examination on this monday since last monday was our holiday..

viva voce (oral test) n OSPE(objective structured practical examination)
hmm.. it's kinda relief..
at least for now before i'm going to 'pengsan' soon seeing my marks..
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dush..gedebush..
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x kesah la..
yang penting stress masa exam semua dah hilang..
masa ni la doa n tawakal yang main peranan..
ada jugak rasa guilty sebab rasa macam tak cukup usaha..
it just feels like i haven't giving my best yet..
banyak main2 je..

sungguh la aku tak faham..
musim exam n dah habis exam, my life was totally upside down..
musim exam:
1.selalu tido awal w/pun patut studi (pukul 9 dah tido tp x bangun awal pun)
2.selalu berangan (x boleh fokus)
3.banyak idea untuk benda2 merapu like writing stories, update blog..
4.selalu rasa sleepy n tired padahal tak bwat apa pun..
lepas exam:
1.rasa penat n pening tp x boleh tido..
2. my mind just totally blank to write new post in my blog..
3. i can't even understand n imagine the story that i'm currently reading now..


~WINGS by Aprilynne Pike (UK covers)~

this is the book that i'm reading now..
just gone through a few chapters so i can't say much about it..
i bought it last week where i was supposed to watch 2012 but it turn out that the show was at 3.15pm n we were there at 11.50am..
actually i dont read book much ever since i was in high school where the teacher always confiscated ur book..(sapa suruh baca masa cikgu tgh mengajar kat depan..=p)
habis tu kenapa beli?
1.i want to buy book in india tapi buku lain macam tak menarik..
2.cover dia lawa, purple n shining..=p
3.tulisan dia agak besar so takde la serabut sangat kot kalau nak baca..
4.STEPHENIE MEYER recommended the book so i thought the book worth reading..

p/s:tadi g tengok 2012,my second movie here after Harry Potter..

Monday, November 16, 2009

penakut~

saya takut..
saya memang seorang yang penakut..
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takut apa??
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lain kali je cerita pasal takut
exam pun tak habis..
tapi tak takut exam..
*takut sikit je... ke banyak jugak eh?*
baca buku pun asyik terlelap je..MySpace
tapi saya harus belajar bersungguh-sungguh..
bersemangat!!!
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