its been a long time..

yup.. mmg lama pun x wat entry baru..
i mean the one yang quite ber'isi' la..

not going to write much then..
it's already late now..
should be sleeping soundly rite now..

"~kita xtau apa yg Allah rancang utk kita..
walau kat mana kta berada, walaupun berat akal nak mnerima..
cekallah kamu wahai hati. terima seadanya..
mungkin ada ssuatu mnunggumu di dpn sana~"

quote from blog achik..*tq achik..=p*
this quote does apply to me..
big time. always.
so,
be strong no matter what..
be brave to speak ur mind..
be thougtful of what u r doing..
be the one u always be..

still, it's easier to be said than to be done..

hmm.. when talk about india, it's not that heaven..
but not horrible like hell..
but deep inside, i know there much more to gain that what meet the eyes..
what if living in india, doing medicine is SOOO HEAVEN..
would i be the one who feel grateful of what i have rite now?
or would i'll be enjoying it soo much without realize this is not eternal life, eternal happiness, eternal heaven?
like what people always said, SYURGA DUNIA..
would i be the one yg lupa responsibily, lupa TUHAN..
nauzubillah~
i don't know..
i would never know i guess..

~stairway 2 heaven????~

p/s: i'm sorry coz byk sgt grammatical error.. my bad~

myself,
090909
2.09am (india time)