juz a post

lama dah nak tulis post baru..
tapi asyik x kesampaian je..
xpe la..
xde rezeki nak kongsi cerita ngan korang..

arini tangan gatal plak nak menulis,
padahal esok ada kelas, banyak pulak benda kena bwat..
pastu xde benda nak dibwat cerita pun..
agaknya rindu kot.. haha~

hmmm...
tadi tgk video yg senior sheffield bwat utk sambut junior diaorang..
haish~ tetiba teringat impian lama..
impian tak kesampaian..
*mcm emo la plak*
STOP dila. ENOUGH.

terbayang balik masa nak fly..
ttba ada rasa rindu, rasa sayu..
saat kapal terbang meninggalkan bumi Malaysia, langsung xde setitis pun air mata yang gugur..
entahlah, xtau kenapa..
padahal aku ni spesies emo gak kot..
maybe bcoz everything happen cepat sangat. could i say in a blink of an eye?
cepat sangat plus aku sangat kelam kabut..
nasib baik tak jatuh tergolek dari escalator dengan beg berat gler..
fuhh~ kontrol macho..=p

now, it's been almost 2 months dah aku bernafas di bumi india..
a place destined for me..
HE knows india is the best place for me..
walaupun dalam hati masih punya impian lain..
Dia juga yang mengerti India lah tempat terbaik buat diriku dalam mencari diri, mengenal siapa aku sebenarnya..
India ajar aku makna sabar yang sebenar-benarnya..
India juga ajar aku menjadi insan yang redha dengan takdirNya
India juga yang ajar aku untuk bertahan walaupun separuh hati dah rasa nak lari rentas benua je balik Malaysia..
InsyaAllah, India is the best place for me..
not other place,
still have to dig in hidden treasure behind things that happen in my life..

juz want to share a bit with you..
masa tu pegi hospital nak ambik booster for Hepatitis B..
then when we walked to pharmacy, Xiao Chien said to me:
"Nanti kita balik Malaysia, mesti kita rasa hospital Malaysia cantik.."
yup2, true..*xde la horrible sgt kot*
learn to appreciate what you have right now.. at this very moment..
If kita org ni grad from other place for example, Ireland, Aussie or UK..
(ni contoh je, yang membaca jgn marah pulak, x ckp sesiapa pun)
maybe kita orang xkan rasa camtu kot..
mesti cakap Malaysia ni kurang efficient, hospital x cukup facilities la..
datang la India..=p
hmm.. you never miss the water until the well is dry..

till now, aku sangat bersyukur aku masuk hostel when i'm juz 12 years old..
though kecik lagi masa tu..
though i'm living away from my family..
though it's a crucial time to built strong family bonding bcoz at that time, me n my bro masing2 mula masuk alam remaja..
where there is lots of thing to do, to experience..
a time when you built your personality..
but those time really teach me things that i won't learn in school..
I'm glad to be in Kolej Abdillah, Kolej Teknologi Timur..
JNMC?? still a long way to go~

p/s:

Malaysian junior really did a great a.k.a. cute performance during Fresher's Day.. can't believe we actually did a performance in oversea, foreign country..*clapping*
and also, I'm glad that I'm not that lucky enough.. why?? secret. =p