gimme a break~

penat..
i'm just tired of everything..
lagi2 nak balik ni, lagi banyak benda yang menyesakkan otak..
lecturer pulak asyik nak marah2 je..
otak pulak makin xde semangat nak studi n g kelas..
penat..
penat berfikir benda yg x sepatutnya..
habis segala glucose yg x berapa nak byk tu diguna..
i just wanna break..
i want to do some shopping b4 i'm going back but it seems that time will restrict me..

I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not..

can i be someone else?
i want to learn how to play piano..
horse riding, swimming, diving..
mahu blaja driving n ada driving license sendiri..
mahu blaja masak sampai tahap chef hotel 5 bintang..
mahu blaja menjahit, melukis...
mahu melancong keliling dunia..
mahu jadi isteri mithali wanita serba boleh aka iron lady..

can i run from da fact that i'm a medical student?
that i have really big responsibilities..
mcm x percaya je 'Ratu Tidur' dalam kelas dah jadi medical student..
but i'm not living in fairy tale where Sleeping Beauty can sleep all day long..

can i choose not to grow up despite the fact that i'm getting older each day?
kalau dah besar, maksudnya tanggungjawab pun besar..
jiwa pun kena besar barulah x mudah hilang semangat..

tapi............
enough of tapi2 dila..
time to move on..
to start with new 'azam'..
azam: to be a better me..ni cik has yg tnya

pakcik penyelaras hal mentor mentee bagi pesanan ni..
(he's a professor in Pathology department)

"Read, read and read..sampai muntah hijau This is the age for reading. You wouldn't get the chance back if you don't read now.."

dalam Al-Quran pun dah suruh baca..
wahyu pertama pulak tu..
jadi aku harus baca buku..MUST!!!

ganbatte ne~

Salam Maal Hijrah.. a new year, a start of new beginning

p/s: maaflah, post yang agak emo dan merapu je..