...biarkan kupu-kupu menari...

*sigh*

tak boleh nak sedih-sedih selalu..
tak boleh nak malas-malas saja..
tak boleh menggeletar kaki dan suara bila kena marah..
tak boleh marah-marah tak tentu pasal..
tak boleh nak emosi memanjang..
tak boleh sakit hati kat orang and if i do, just forgive and forget..

i just hope these days will be over soon..
though my life doesn't give any assurance of it..
buat kesekian kali bertanya pada diri sendiri,
"kenapalah kau nak jadi doktor at the first place?"
tak tahu nak jawab apa..
cuma.........
"kalau kau ikhlas..insyaAllah ganjarannya pahala.."

dan aku pun hanyut dibuai mimpi dan berharap esok adalah hari yang lebih baik dan lebih indah..

one day, all of us will get busy with
our lives, long working hours, study life, less friends, less meetings,
rare calls, no sms, no more late night chatting, won't have time for
ourselves. At such a day you'll look outside your window and see the
good old memories flash you by and you'll get a smile with a tear in your eyes and you'll turn back to your work thinking....

i wish i could go back...