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| Langit Belgaum semalam |
Hari ini aku rindu lagi.
I miss you eventhough I am still standing here.
There are still eight more months to actually make sense if I am missing you.
Tahun kelima di Belgaum,
rasa sangat bersyukur walaupun tercampak di sini.
Entahlah, apa yang istimewa.
Tapi hati sudah terpaut, sudah jatuh sayang.
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| Taken from Fourth Floor USM-KLE Hostel. Trust me, it is better in real life. |
And as weird as it sounds, I am reluctant to go back for good.
Sedangkan tempat jatuh lagi dikenang, inikan pula tempat jadi dewasa.
Tempat merasa pahit manis kehidupan. Tempat kenal erti hidup.
Belgaum seems to be more beautiful after all these years. I may not travelled far but those places deserved special place in my heart. Unknowingly I placed those memories deep and it is hard to let it slipped away with time.
I posted this picture on my Instagram a while ago.
"Its like the world has become more beautiful each passing day. But I know it has always been this pretty, what has changed is the perspective - perhaps your heart too."
And my dear Kak Lis said:
"Its called the last year melancholy. Before I left India, everything feel so serene, and each passing day was a meaningful one."
At that moment I was not exactly agreed with her statement for what I thought my feeling was just a change of heart that I could appreciate those minute details, the tiny little things but now that might be true.
I was wrong.
I love India.
Walaupun tak maju macam Malaysia, tak bersih macam Malaysia dan segala yang tidak-tidak lah;
I found comfort in it. Sometimes I feel like I belong here more than in Malaysia. (sebab balik Malaysia pun sekejap je and I couldn't catch with the latest trend which ended up makes me feel like I just landed on Mars. Weirdo. Alien.)
Buat kuiz online 'What country in the world best fits your personality?', dapat India sebagai jawapan. Macam it was meant to be, though the description not exactly depicts the India that I know.
Till we meet again,
bi iznillah.
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