awkward gesture

rasa awkward la pulak tulis perkataan awkward..-_-"

pernah nampak tak somebody tu macam lain je kat depan orang lain..
either jadi terlebih sopan atau terlebih ramah..
semua terlebih la, tak macam normal..
we might end up labelling that person to be hypocrite but in fact it is an awkward gesture..
tak reti nak blend in dengan orang yang dia jarang-jarang jumpa..
kiranya awkward gesture tu untuk camouflage punya purpose..

“While a familiar gesture is one that fits perfectly well in a generally accepted model, an awkward gesture is a movement that is not completely synchronic. It’s not a counter-movement, nor a break from the norm; it doesn’t exist outside of the pattern, nor completely in it. Just as a moiré effect reveals the presence of a grid, awkward behaviour can lead to a state of increased awareness; a form of productive insecurity”
from [here]

there's always an awkward moment...an awkward silence..an awkward gesture...an awkward feeling..
macam-macamlah perkataan yang boleh ditambah adjective awkward tu..
semuanya sebab manusia sendiri tak mampu nak mentafsir perasaan masing-masing..
senang cerita cakap je.....AWKWARD

nota kaki:

1. khabar angin mula bertiup yang students usm datang 10 september..sehari sebelum raya di belgaum..
2. makan ubat batuk terasa macam ambik sedatif je..asyik rasa cam nak tido walaupun dah terlebih banyak tido..heee~