have a white new year

as far things that i could remember, penduduk Mekah berhijrah ke Madinah sehelai sepinggang..
without anything, nothing at all..

the only thing and the most precious thing that they brought with them in their heart, 
KEIMANAN KEPADA ALLAH

we always say that change can't be too drastic..
am i right?
because i'm with the people who strongly believed that..
sometimes, i just too scared that if i tried so hard, i'm afraid that i'm not strong enough..

tapi cuba bayangkan perasaan, kaum Muhajirin..
meninggalkan semua kecintaan hati, kecintaan dunia di Mekah..
to leave the place where the have been there since forever..
family, property, love, the land of ancestor etc...
agak-agak kalau semuanya nak simpan semua harta dunia, semua sentimental value tu, boleh tak nak berhijrah ke Madinah?

its like ripping your heart and all the memories apart...

sakit..
sakit sangat..

tapi mereka yakin janji Tuhan..










i can't write anymore..='(





Hijrah...too beautiful~
not merely moving from one place to another..
it's more than that..
fahamlah dengan hati, bukan memberitahu akal semata..

i am envy with them..

Say Bismillah, In the name God,
As the priest does with knife when he offers an animal.
Bismillah your old self
to find your real name.
    -Rumi

nota kaki:

• wahai merpati dan lelabah, kau menjadi saksi Hijrah Rasulullah.. you had got the chance to meet him, to protect him.. and i'm here, never meet him, i just have the love in me.. ='(