tunjukkan sisi indah dirimu sahaja

jadi manusia ni leceh kan?
haha~
ok, ayat mungkin macam tak sesuai kot..

maksud aku, sebagai manusia kita ni terlampau kisah tentang pandangan orang lain terhadap kita..
to satisfy others, we tend to be like the one that we think they want to see..
we claimed that we are original which mean there is no one exactly like me or you..
but the thing is, deep inside we still care about their opinion..
i'm not saying thats totally a bad thing..
too much ain't do you any good..
perhaps, feels like trapped inside another body?

and still, as a human who live with other humans we ought to listen what others think about us..
what's their opinion and on what foundation they choose to think like that..
learn to put yourself in others shoes and see what its look like to stand there..
that would lead to better understanding, better relations, better world.. =)

to say that you don't need anyone to stand strong is a *no no no*
that doesn't means that you are weak and being dependent..
i suggest this word: Interdependent
i need you, you need me, we complete each other?
haha~ sounds too cheesy.. =p

but a helping hand would cheers both party, anyway..

ok, i'm rambling too much, ain't i?
actually, i wanted to tell you that how i'm being so childish and a bit emo i would say?
last sunday, i was supposed to went out for dinner with my friends from Davangere..
i was quite excited about it..
i ironed my shirt, pick my shawl and tried to look nice..
(put much efforts actually since i rarely ironed my shirt and wearing shawl.. i put so make up too so that i won't look pale and i did HT styled shawl.. haha~ )

anyway, a split second after that suddenly i didn't feel like going..
felt like my shawl too messy and people would laugh at me who trying hard to be different..
i thought my shirt looked so big and i looked fat.. o_O
(actually that just me imagination though~)




i didn't go that night..






when people asked me why i didn't go..
i simply said, "biasalah, perempuan kan emo..." with a smile on my face..
they looked at me thinking i'm joking..
me=emo???
hey, i can be emo too, sometimes.. maybe only for a short duration of time..

what i wanted to emphasised here is that people always show the good parts of themself..
atau dalam bahasa melayu, mahu menunjukkan sisi indah sahaja pada diri mereka kepada orang lain..
i know words can be sooo nasty and hurtful..
but wasn't people around us supposed to accept who we are, both good and bad things about us?




since i rarely update my blog nowadays, here's a sneak peek of my third Aidiladha in India..
(sekali, esok tulis 3 entry baru sekali gus.. haha~)

i still remember, it was foggy that morning..











preparing for Solat Sunat Aidiladha..
(first time gathered together like this with a guy as imam)

solat berjemaah..
a bliss~
selalunya solat dekat bilik pastu bersiap pergi kelas on Aidiladha..






nota kaki:

• makin hari terasa makin susah nak update belog.. bukan tanak, tapi menulis separuh jalan pun dah membuatkan perasaan jadi sangat dragging inside.. jadi, nak menulis pun tak seronok.. ni pun dah hampir-hampir nak berhenti menulis dan simpan sampai berkulat kat dalam draft je..