yet Your mercy remains

too beautiful..
in fact it just sooo true that it hit straight to the heart..

It is as if like my heart is surrounded by a hard shell 

One that seems unbreakable 

 It hardens more as time goes by 

 While spreading through my body 

 And soul I seek out comfort in others 

 But I am disappointed every time 

 Everyone hears but no one listens 

 No one understands 

 And no one sees 

 Not you 

 Or you 

 Or you 

 But You know what it is that hurts 

 And how this loneliness on this Earth is a burden 

 I have let You down over and over again 

 Yet Your mercy remains 

 I have ran away from You over and over again 

 Only to come back and find that You haven’t left 

 And Your mercy remains 

 I’m not worthy of Your blessings 

 I don’t thank You enough 

 Nor do I praise You as much You deserve to be praised 

 Yet Your mercy remains 

I have wronged myself 

I create mountains of sins 

I run around in circles 

Seeking comfort elsewhere 

And Your mercy remains 

I lay my head to sleep at night 

Becoming lifeless 

When the sun rises 

You allow me to come back 

And while I get up to face a new day 

I don’t express my gratefulness 

Simply by saying the word “Alhamdulillah” 

Yet Your mercy remains 

When will I learn? 

When will I truly wake up? 

When will I realize that I am passing through this world as a stranger? 

That this isn’t my abode to eternally live in 

That this world is a prison for a believer 

And paradise for another 

What will it take? 

Rid this darkness from my soul that I have brought upon myself 

Crack the walls that I have created around my heart 

Allow Your light to illuminate through 

You have listened 

And answered 

You have blessed me day after day with more time to 

Change 

Repent 

Forgive 

And prepare 

You have shielded me continuously 

And I am not as grateful as much as I should be 

And I do not praise You as much as You deserve to be 

Yet Your mercy remains. 

  taken from [here]