Right here in the dark, counting the amount of my accumulated sins
I realize
these merciful nights are slipping between my fingers
you cannot go yet, you cannot
because I’m not done counting.
I have yet to find an ounce of light that beams from this soul
even though this soul was once Light because Your hands have touched it
I have darkened it with scars of wretchedness and blisters of darkness
do not go,
for I am not done counting these sins.
-- thalamtnafsee.tumblr.com
I have made my own soul to suffer.... ='(
wise man said,
“If you don’t have the ability to compete with the pious in righteous deeds then compete with the sinners in asking Allah’s forgiveness.”
— Ibn Rajab
indeed Your Forgiveness is beyond my mountains of sin, beyond what my heart can imagine.
hey nafs, let the soul be free from these worldy burden...

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